The Biggest Hope Behind The Difficulties

Actually, English majors option to continue school to universities, not previously occurred to me. Option that appears when my mother gave suggestions for how I chose the English language. At first I was a little hesitant to choose majors that, but because I had always interested can speak and understand English and I basically like the English language, I finally decided to follow the advice of my mother. But sometimes doubts arose again when I faced difficulties in learning English.
My main difficulty in learning English is spoken fluently in front of crowds with the English language and people who hear it understand what I'm talking about.
My nightmare if until the end of next semester I can not speak English fluently and correctly, especially in public. Other than that I fear can not mastering the basic theories in English language lessons until the end of next semester.
But I have the confidence and desire for all the nightmare will never happen. I can face the difficulty that if I really tried to learn English and dare to speak English in front of crowds. Now I'm trying to do, and hopefully I can achieve that desire.

vocabularies:
1.Hesitant is
tentative, unsure, or slow in acting or speaking.
2.Doubts is
a feeling of uncertainty or lack of conviction.
3.Fluently is
able to express oneself easily and articulately.
4.Confidence is
the feeling or belief that one can have faith in or rely on someone or something.
5.Achieve is
successfully bring about or reach (a desired objective or result) by effort, skill, or courage.